Monday, April 4, 2011

Spring is in the Air!

 For more than three years now I’ve dealt with Chronic Sinusitis. I carry tissues with me everywhere because I am stuffy, runny and sneezy all of the time. This also makes me super susceptible to colds and sinus infections which require antibiotics. In addition to all of this I do not sleep well.

And I L.O.V.E. my sleep!

For the first couple of years I thought it was allergies and I treated it as such… until I went in for testing. After nearly 90 pokes and scratches and a chunk of money I found out that I’m not allergic to anything. A quick CT scan uncovered the actual nature of my problem in my sinuses and its ugly… really ugly.

Last month my doctor put me on Prednisone to see if it would help my condition. And, it did. My sinuses cleared up a lot and I could even smell things again. The last time I was able to smell anything was in September of last year. I became more rested and it was wonderful.

But, there was a trade-off.

The high dose of Prednisone affected my stomach and my head. I became grumpy and over-emotional. I gained weight. My face puffed up and as I neared the end of the prescription my face broke out terribly with acne. I didn’t have acne like this when I was a teenager!

After I completed the full dose of steroids I went for new CT scan to see if the swelling in my sinuses had reduced. And it had, but not nearly enough. My doctor said the best thing for me was to have surgery and right away. So, two weeks ago this last Friday that’s what I did.

It took me longer than I thought to recover. My nasal passages are still healing and I’m back to not sleeping well again, but I know it’s a process and things will gradually get better.

I tell you all of this because I have found myself in a bit of a rut.

Between the effects of the medication and the surgery I feel like I’ve slipped into a dark cave. My quiet time has suffered. And my desire to write has waned. I feel lonely and disconnected from God.

But, this weekend I noticed some transforming things…

The morning light seeping in from beneath the shutters of my bedroom windows a little earlier.

Slender, bright green grasses pushing their way up through the dull earthy ground reaching for the sun.

White, flowery puffs of beauty blooming on our plumb tree sending the promise of sweet summer fruit.

And the air gradually warming, luring me into short-sleeved shirts and flip-flops.

Spring is in the air!

As all of God’s scenery begins to come alive again I also notice an awakening in my heart. My dark cave is opening up and as I peer out into the blue sky I sense Him faithfully drawing me out. And just as the blooming flower unfolds to the warm sunshine I also respond to His irresistible call.

How lovely are the changing seasons of nature and even more so, the changing seasons in our lives. The moving away from something old and perhaps dark into something full with new life and refreshed in Him.

“To everything there is a season, and a time to 
every purpose under the heaven.” 
Ecclesiastes 3:1 KJV



  1. Heidi, this is a beautiful post. No matter my mood, just spending a few minutes in the glorious sun and Son, my spirits lift. His beautiful creation is so incredible. I love spring time, I love watching things grow and come to life again.

    I am praying for you! May God continue to heal your body and may you have peaceful sleep.

  2. Great post Heidi I did a blog last week on Spring in the Air. I love spring and though I do suffer just before each season comes it only lasts for a few days. I guess my body is getting use to it. I know when I was younger they seem to be worse. I do pray that you get better during this season since you love it so much. God bless you and enjoy your Monday.

  3. I'm glad you're starting to feel better, Heidi. Jenifer is right, there is nothing like a little time in the sun and Son to make you feel better. So why don't we always stay in the Son? :)

  4. So glad you are on the upswing my sweet friend! When mama's sick nobody's happy!I love your description of a new season emerging "Slender, bright green grasses pushing their way up through the dull earthy ground reaching for the sun." Beautiful post this lovely springish morning...

  5. I'm so sorry to hear about the rough time you've been having with your sinuses Heidi, but thankful that you're on the mend!

    I suffered from chronic sinusitis and infections for over 20 years, until I started doing pulsatile nasal irrigation each morning and it's made all the difference in the world. I hope this surgery was the solution your body needed, and that you can enjoy the new life God brings us in this season of rebirth!

    Have a Blessed Day!

  6. Hopefully now you can smell those beautiful flowers coming up. Love ya sis! Glad things are turning around for you.


  7. Ugh! Sinus problems. I don't seem to have them as bad as you. But atleast once a year since living in NC I will get a bad infection. 2 or 3 weeks of misery is bad enough, I can only imagine months of dealing with it. I will definitely be praying for healing for you too!

  8. heidi, thank you for praying for my dad. i will be going back to the hospital later to pray for dad. thank you, heidi.

  9. I'm praying that this is gonna heal your body once and for all Heidi! Sometimes we have to go through the darkness to appreciate the light a little bit more...

  10. Oh, I hope you're feeling better, inside and out! That dark cave is no place for a sweet, Christian woman with God in her heart. Sending prayers for healing and comfort so you can truly enjoy the blessing of spring!